so be it.

sometimes , when i look back this past 2 years . I'm not sure if I've just found myself a new identity. or i've just lost myself completely.

I've learnt that just because u try to accept people for who they are and actually be there for them when they need you does not necessarily mean they'll do the same to you.
Just because you try to blend into the community you live in doesn't mean they'll allow you to be a part of them .

You learn that there are actually more "talam dua muka" people out there claiming to be your friend when you are practically their number 1 geek on their gossip list.

I wrote this raya card to someone i've liked since orientation week . but i don't have the guts to mail it to him .

i just couldn't bring myself to be part of the "gedik" girls in my college .
they're like flirting with all the guys they meet .get all manja and act as if they're most popular b**** in campus. And some of them actually judged what kind of person you are by your IB grade.aiyo .. talk about mentality.

if I'm left out because i can't be part of them . then be it.

On a lighter note ..

I've gotten 1000 words on my EE :) still 3000 words to go .. and I'm leaving for London this monday =) it's my bro's graduation at Imperial . it's ironic sometimes .. he's pursuing Astrophysics and i'll prolly be doing Geophysics ..
sorang study langit , sorang study bumi .. XD lol